I joined Minerals Spa today, and I am taking a spin class tomorrow at 9:15 AM. I feel like this is it, I will finally do it! I have, in all honesty felt like this before, but I have never had Louise with me. I fully believe she would pull me out of my house by my hair if I said I was not going to the gym. 100% believe that. Not a doubt in my mind.
I have, however, changed my idea of why I am going there. Yes, I need/want to lose quite a bit of weight, but I do not have my goal as "to be skinny" anymore. I wanna be STRONG! I am mentally strong, even spiritually strong, now it is time for the physical to match the rest of it. I have done pretty much every thing I ever said I was going to do, so now it's time for this.
I will start tomorrow at 9:15 AM. I will get strong and healthy, in the process I will get thin as well. I think I have never been able to do this, because my goals were screwed up. I need to stop jamming my head full of negativity. If I think I am not worth it, I'm not.
So, here's to tomorrow! Bring it on, I am ready for the challenge. I deserve this :)
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